I lost my way

I lost my way 

I lost the knowledge 

I lost the magic 

The magic that I used to unite me with everything all around 

How come? 

How come this happened? 

How come? 

I woke up 

I have grown up 

I have been told how to live my life

 how to dress up 

how to make a living 

all about it 

but one thing... 

how can i learn myself what this life is about 

I lost my way 

What for should i be reborn from one life to another 

to repeat this 

all again and again 

why should i come back 

as different character 

so i can learn about this life 

again and again 

repeating the same old movie 

to die again and to be born again 

to return again and to sleep again and to loose again 

to lose again 

that way that is called life 

so much knowledge is around 

so many teaching are around 

how to choose 

how to remember 

who am i 

how to know what am i 

here for obviously 

I`m here not only to eat and sleep 

I`m here some kind of big and great reason that maybe life itself? 

life that consists of so many pieces pieces of happiness through them we getting to know and getting to remember what life really means only thorugh these little pieces of happiness as well through sorrow we getting to remember it do i need to experience an accident do i need to lose a leg or an arm so i can really appreciate what life is? do i have to lose the dearest to realize that i really loved them? do i really need to lose it all so i can enjoy this life with a smile? i lost my way many times many times there would be aday when i will wake up the day will come when I realize why i am here the day will come when i will look at my dear ones and i will say thanks thanks for your exicstence thanks that yo remind me every day what this love is thanks for reminding me why i am here thanks to all of you for reflecting my truth right here and just now because because we are all one we are all one unit i lost my way i lost my way just to realize just to realize just so i can realize to understand that im on the right path.

*Estas Tonne